A Rain Soaked Romance: "Thirteen" Lyrics

I can't sleep

And I feel so weak

I can't dream

I just want to scream...



And all these dreams, I've chased away

(The sickness is digging deep within)

It's getting harder to fight each day...



I am a girl, I'm only thirteen

My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat

I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream

I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat

(Until it doesn't beat...)



I always thought I'd get somewhere

Now I'm just living in despair...

I used to approve of myself...

... Now I'm just somebody else



And all these dreams, I've chased away

(The sickness is digging deep within)

It's getting harder to live each day...



I am a girl, I'm only thirteen

My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat

I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream

I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat

(Until it doesn't beat...)



"Will it ever beat again?" You'll ask me...

But I don't care, I just hope you're lonely...

...Lonely without me



And all these dreams, I've chased away

(The sickness is digging deep within)

It's getting harder to live each day...



I am a girl, I'm only thirteen

My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat

I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream

I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat

(Until it doesn't beat...)