Ra: "Swimming Upstream" Lyrics

The sun disappeared right before my eyes

My heart turned and walked away

I gave you the keys to an open door

And you threw them right back at me

Once again I'm alone with a pain in my chest

So sad, so sad, so alone

The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain

You meant more than you could know

I can't say I miss you

You're always around

I can't say I love you

'Cause you'll cut me down

I'm wounded and hurt

And that's my fault

But I made my decision with my back to the wall

And I gotta move on from here

I've done all that I can do

Yeah I gotta move on from here

I've been swimming upstream for you

As time passes by, I can't explain

It's hard to be next to you

Is it my face or is it everything

That you're not attracted to?

I'm so lost and confused when I look at you

Your eyes, your lips, so soft

And then when you see me, I turn away

'Cause I know that I turn you off

I can't say I miss you

You're always around

I can't say I love you

'Cause you'll cut me down

I'm wounded and hurt

And that's my fault

But I made my decision with my back to the wall

And I gotta move on from here

I've done all that I can do

Yeah I gotta move on from here

I've been swimming upstream for you

I've been swimming upstream for you

I've been swimming upstream for you

Yeah, I've been swimming upstream for you

I've been swimming upstream for you