Take That: "Holding Back The Tears" Lyrics

I kind of keep asking myself little questions

Like where do I go from here

I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long its been

Since I last had you near



Been a painful road to a door thats closed

Been a gamble that I knew I couldnt win

Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you

In the mirror theres a sing I must give in



So Im not holding back the tears anymore

Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion

No Im not holding back the tears anymore

Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time

I depended on you



I used to enjoy spending my time on my own here

Watching the jaded people pass

Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears

And walking a road of broken glass



Its a constant fight to get through each day and night

Its a war between the present and the past

And the face thats in your mind every time you close your eyes

Whats the reason, whats the answer, how long will this last



So Im not holding back the tears anymore

Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion

No Im not holding back the tears anymore

Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time



Been a long time since I heard your last goobdye

Still I hear it clearly every day and night

Whats the point in love when you have to give it up

Yet still you need it and its nowhere you can find



So Im not holding back the tears anymore

Tryin escape the heartache, tryin escape emotion

No Im not holding back the tears anymore

Yesterdays my memory reminding me of all the time

I depended on you