Xordeal: "Left Me To Die" Lyrics

How could things run out of control so quick and unforeseen?

We lost ourselves in a personal war, an unnecessary ridiculousity

All my attempts to reach you were bound to fail

I raised no accusations because I always thought:

"What you didn't know when you said goodbye

Was that you left me to die"

You never saw my pain, the tears that I cried

You never heard me scream in the black of the night

You never understood my thoughts

You never made me feel human

I saw myself decay

Helplessly drowning deeper

I feasted myself at my agony

Growing my hate stronger because

Perhaps you knew when you said goodbye

That you left me to die

Now that I gained some insight

To the corrupted soul of yours

The only feeling I feel

Is eternal hate for you

Your heartlessness is disgusting

Can you still look in the mirror? - I doubt

But you keep telling me 'bout moral

You, a monster without a conscience

Now I'm sure when you said goodbye

You knew you left me to die